Lil’ Slugger Baby Shower!

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On Aug 1 my mom and my sister Teresa hosted a baby shower for me. It was a baseball themed shower since my husband played baseball all through childhood and into college. They did such a great job, it was such a cute shower!

We played a couple of games that I hadn’t played at a baby shower before. In the first game, the guests were given a piece of bubble gum and they each sculpted it into a baby! Then I got to choose which baby I liked the best and that guest won a prize.

My sister also had a basket of baby socks, the person to match up all the socks with its partner the fastest won!

Me with the winner of the baby sock matching contest.

Me with the winner of the baby sock matching contest.

It was so wonderful seeing so many of my friends, especially since Mike’s health has prevented us from getting together as much as we would like. All of my friends and family were so generous and we had a really wonderful time.

Cancer Update: The Conclusion?

When we last left Mike’s cancer story, he had just started back up on chemotherapy treatment after taking a break to have surgery needed to correct the infection on his back. Michael continued his chemotherapy treatment (once a week with a break on week 3) for the next 4 months. On June 25, doctors requested scans to check on the progress of the tumors in his spleen and liver. The results were not what we were hoping for.

Basically this chemo was not really making the tumors better. It kept them from growing bigger, and allowed the spleen to return to its normal size (which reduced Mike’s pain and allowed him to eat normally) but it didn’t really make the tumors smaller at all. After all the time, pain and trouble Mike had been through doing chemotherapy, this news was really discouraging. Mike’s doctor discussed his case in conference with her colleagues to decide on the best course of action: different chemotherapy? Radiation? Surgery?

We decided that the best course of action to take moving forward would be a resection surgery to remove the cancerous tumors from Michael’s body. He would need to take the next 3-4 weeks off of chemotherapy to let his body recover and his white blood cell counts to come up before they could do a surgery. He received his last chemotherapy treatment on July 9. The surgery was scheduled for August 13 and Dr. Singh would be performing it. I was not excited at the thought of Mike undergoing a 4th surgery in under 2 years, but the hope is that once all of the lesions are removed from his body, this will complete his third cancer treatment.

On one of his many walks through the hospital during his stay.

On one of his many walks through the hospital during his stay.

On Aug 13 we arrived at the hospital for surgery. It ended up taking 6 hours and went very well. The doctor was able to remove his spleen laparoscopically, which cuts down on healing time because the incisions are much smaller. When he got to the liver, he found that instead of 4 lesions there were actually 8-9. So he made the decision to resect two entire segments of the liver (6 & 7) to eliminate all of those. Those areas would regenerate in 8-10 days. He also decided to remove the gallbladder, since it was close to the cancerous part of the liver and he wanted to ensure good margins (and we don’t need gallbladders anyway). Mike has one 8-9 in incision on the right side of his abdomen, and some small cuts where drains and scopes were inserted. Dr. Singh was confident that he removed all cancer from Mike’s body but we will wait to see the results from pathology before determining if any further treatment is needed (chemotherapy/radiation). He was put directly into ICU and, thankfully, had no bad reactions to anesthesia or pain medication this time.

On his way out after being discharged.

On his way out after being discharged.

Mike had a relatively good hospital stay this time around and was able to be discharged after only 7 days. We are now back home, resting and waiting to hear from doctors if any further treatment is necessary. If not, Mike will continue resting at home and start doing physical therapy to get his strength back. After over 6 months of chemotherapy and 2 surgeries, his body is not exactly in fighting form. He needs help working on building up his stamina so he can walk and stand for more than a couple minutes at a time without losing his breath. He also is still having trouble holding his head up on his own.

As of this writing, I am 33 weeks pregnant and we are staring down the barrel into imminent parenthood. Mike is completely excited and cannot wait to be a father. He is very motivated to get his strength back so he can help me take care of the little one. I have to admit, I wouldn’t mind that either! Thanks for reading!

2014 Quilt Finishes

What a crazy year 2014 was. I’m surprised with all that was going on in my life — cancer, selling our business, recovery and ultimately cancer again — I’m surprised I was able to get any quilting done. But it was a nice distraction away from taking care of Mike. I can’t control his health, but I CAN control how this quilt comes together!!

First up, A Quilt for my niece, Juliette, finished in May 2014:

Another baby quilt finished in July 2014 with Granny Squares:

Yet another baby quilt for a newcomer to the family, Elizabeth was finished in August 2014:

And lastly, a baby quilt for my friends the Studderts who just had their first child, another girl. This was finished in September 2014:

I need to stop being friends with so many people having babies!! :)

Leaves & Berries Quilt

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I saw this quilt in the Nov/Dec 2011 issue of Fons & Porter’s For the Love of Quilting and it immediately reminded me of the living room at my aunt and uncle’s house, so I decided to go ahead and make it for them. I couldn’t find one fabric collection that met my needs, so I mixed and matched a couple of different designers. They ended up going together pretty well. (There was a second green fabric I can’t find a picture of online)

The quilt finished at just about 63″x63″. By far the most challenging aspect of this quilt was all of the applique required. There were 52 berries and 52 leaves to cut and affix to the front of the quilt. I ended up using the leftover fabric for the backing (of which there was a lot, even though I ordered according to the fabric guidelines).

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As for the quilting, I used a template for the centers of the starburst looking blocks and stitched in the ditch/FMQ most of the rest of it. There were a few mistakes on the quilt, to be expected since this is the most ambitious one I’ve ever attempted, but I am mostly happy with how it turned out.

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My aunt and uncle were very happy to receive it. Thanks for reading!

Linking up with Amanda for Finish it Up Friday, Sarah’s Giveaway and Angie’s linky.

Easy Envelope Pillow with Hello, Bear Fabrics

I just made this cute envelope pillow using Hello, Bear fabrics by Bonnie Christine for Art Gallery Fabrics!

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I used this tutorial from Sew4Home. It took me I think 30 mins, probably less, from start to finish to make it. The fabric on the front is Timberland Dew (HBR-5437) and the fabric used for the back is Buck Forest Night (HBR-5434).

I’ve also made two crib sheets and a diaper changing pad cover using this tutorial from Sew4Home. I love finding fabric that I actually like and personalizing baby’s nursery, instead of having to settle for whatever pre-made sheets and pillows I can find out there.

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From left to right: Adventure Springs (HBR-4438), Follow Me Moonlight (HBR-5436) and Oh, Hello Fog (HBR-4430).

I’m so loving the way baby’s nursery is coming together!

Superhero Themed Baby Shower!

In January 2015 I helped my mother-in-law throw a Superhero themed Baby Shower for my sister-in-law. The idea came about when she asked her 5-year-old daughter what she thought they should name the new baby, to which she replied “Batman!” We thought that was so cute and funny that we decided to do a Superhero themed shower.
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Decor
I had to get a little creative with the decor. The shower was going to be held in a restaurant that wouldn’t allow us to hang or attach anything to the walls. I ended up buying a cute printables set from a seller on Etsy (that has since closed up shop :() that I used on a lot of the different items.

The Cupcake Table
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Instead of a cake, we ordered some adorable cupcakes. The baker made Superhero logos out of fondant that were placed on each one. I placed the cupcakes on top of a shoebox I had wrapped in a printable from the set, just a bunch of comic book art like “Pow!” “Bang!” etc. For the background on this table I made a city scape posterboard. It was just a regular project board I got at Walmart. Some even come with colored backgrounds, I couldn’t find a blue one and plus the set had a cool ink background printable I printed on blue paper to give the sky some texture. The buildings were just black and yellow construction paper I cut into squares with a straight cutter. I got the grandmas to send me some baby facts about the parents and put those into speech bubbles that were part of the printable set. I got some baby pictures of the parents as well as the older sister and put the speech bubbles next to the babies. I also cut some capes to attach to some of the babies, to make them look like little Superbabies!

The Activity Table
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I made another poster board backdrop here. Both posterboards had some superhero clothing and bibs hanging from them to add a little extra pop. This table had the items needed for the games and activities we had for the party. I pinned the bunting to the tablecloth. The bunting was made using the printable set and mini clothespins!

The Gift Table
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This was the table that guests would see as they first walked in. There was a sign (part of the printable package) welcoming them to the baby shower and also displayed the diaper cake. This was such fun to make; I bought an extra wide blue ribbon and narrower yellow ribbon and wrapped around each layer of the “cake.” Then I stuck in various superhero themed bibs, onesies, socks, shoes, etc as well as some brightly colored washcloths to finish it off. I loved how it turned out!

The Games
I had a hard time coming up with Superhero-themed games so in the end I just gave up on that, lol. We played “The Price is Right” where everyone guesses the price of baby items displayed on the activity table. We also played a Baby Facts game, basically a multiple choice quiz of baby facts with some Superhero facts thrown in. Lastly, I had each guest sign or doodle on a square of muslin with fabric marker that I later assembled into a Superhero/Rocket Age themed quilt for baby.

Other touches
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At each guests’ place setting, I had brightly colored envelopes with thank you cards inside. The envelopes were stamped and return addressed. I had each guest fill out their name & address and collected these for mom. All she had to do was write a thank you note, seal and stick in her mailbox, making thank you note writing as easy as possible for her. I also used some baby food jars (cleaned out and decorated for another shower I hosted) and stuck some fun paper straws in those. Lastly, we gave each guest a candy bar wrapped in a printable from the set thanking everyone for coming.

The shower was a huge success and I was so happy with how everything turned out. It was a lot of work, but I saved a lot of money printing a lot of the decor myself instead of buying superhero themed merchandise. And having it at a restaurant was so nice, not having to worry about the food and beverage freed me up to concentrate on the fun parts! Hope this gives you some ideas for your Superhero party!

22 weeks

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It’s a little bit difficult to take bump pictures of one’s self, but I tried! Here I am at 22 weeks along. We found out that we are having a baby boy and he’s already started kicking around in my belly! I’ve started planning his nursery, it’s going to be a rustic woodland theme. I got the idea after seeing Bonnie Christine’s Hello Bear collection, I am absolutely in love with it!

Hello, Bear!

Hello, Bear!


I’ve ordered fabric to make crib sheets, diaper pad covers and a quilt. I think I need some more fabric but I need to decide what quilt pattern I’m going to do with it before I decide to buy more!

It’s such an exciting time for us, but we are still having to make weekly trips to the hospital for Michael’s cancer treatment. I had hoped we would be farther along in treatment by now, but infections have prevented Michael from making regular progress; he has had to take chemo breaks to let his body fight infections. We’re trying to stay positive though. For more information on Mike’s cancer, read the cancer tag.

Since I’m blocked on the baby’s quilt, I started on another project in the meantime. Here is a work in progress shot:

It is a LOT of applique, but I am looking forward to the challenge!

Superhero Quilt

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Another finished quilt! This one is a little special. I threw a baby shower for Mom and baby back in January and had the ladies at the shower write or draw messages on fabric squares to be made into a quilt. I took those squares and arranged them into a checkerboard design with some sashing. This is the finished result, finally ready to be presented to baby and Mommy. Quilt measures 33.5″x37.5″ and used an assortment of fabrics, mostly Rocket Age by October Afternoon for Riley Blake. I saw this fabric at my local quilt shop and absolutely fell in love! It’s so adorable! I did FMQ loop de loops with white thread on top and blue thread on bottom. I’m so loving FMQ!

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I also used some Batman fabric and some flannel train fabric, both picked up from Joann’s. Here’s the back of the quilt:

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Closeup of the quilting:

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Love that stripey binding!

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Big News…

First ultrasoundWell, in the midst of all this big news with Michael’s health (could anything be bigger?) Mike and I received some great news. We’re expecting a baby!

Our journey to get to this point in our marriage has been a long one. When Michael and I first began dating 13 years ago (when we were 17 and 18) we both wanted to have a family and have children. As I matured, went to college and had new experiences, I began feeling like children were something I didn’t want. I wanted to be able to travel, focus on myself and my interests and not have to put someone else’s needs first. I wanted to be selfish and I felt like I was doing the right thing by recognizing that and not bringing a child into the world. Mike continued to want children and hoped I would change my mind one day.

After Mike’s first cancer treatment in 2001-2002, he began participating in survivorship clinics at City of Hope and did so until his second cancer diagnosis in 2013. They were great because it was essentially free healthcare for participating in studies analyzing his remission and recovery. One of these studies measured his sperm count; for a cancer survivor it was great, but for a regular person they weren’t good. We figured if we did ever decide to get pregnant, it would probably be difficult but not impossible.

Fast forward to January 2015. When we were told that Mike would not be having a simple laprascopic surgery but would have to undergo chemotherapy treatment again, we knew that if we ever wanted to have children this may make things even more difficult, maybe even impossible if Mike did not survive treatment. Here is an article that discusses male fertility and cancer treatment.

I had a difficult decision to make with no time to make it in. I was sitting in the doctor’s office after doctors told us Mike had to undergo chemotherapy again and I asked myself: was I OK with the possibility of never having Mike’s children?

To my surprise, the answer immediately came: No. If there was anything I could do to avoid that fate, anything I could do to make Mike’s life happier for however much longer he has on this earth, I was going to do it. I realized that the biggest regrets in my life were the things I was too scared to do. I’m not one of those people that says I never regret things I’ve done (St. Patty’s day 2006 comes to mind), but the ones that stick out the most are the things I was too afraid to try because I thought I might fail. I didn’t want to look back in ten years and realize I never started this journey because I was too scared to try.

We had approximately ten days between the day we received the news and the day he would need to start chemotherapy to try. I have never been good about keeping track of my cycle as it has always been regular, so I had no idea if I was ovulating or if this was the right time or what. It didn’t occur to me to buy one of those ovulation kits. We just tried. We figured if it works, then great. If not, at least we’ll know we tried.

Positive result!Two weeks later on Feb 6th I took an early predictor pregnancy test. Since I didn’t keep track of my cycle, I figured I was either a week late for my period or it should be arriving any day. To my surprise, the test was positive! Mike was ecstatic. I started researching local OBGYNs (I wasn’t in love with my current doctor and figured now was as good a time as any to switch).

As of today I am 13 weeks along and just starting the second trimester. Doctor says I will be able to find out the sex in 5-6 weeks! I had some pretty bad fatigue and nausea (morning sickness–but all the time!!) the first trimester, but I’m starting to feel more like my old self these days… except a little thicker in the waist! :)

I know for many this would be considered the worst time to embark on this adventure. Sometimes I have wondered what I’ve gotten myself into! But Mike and I have come to terms with the fact that cancer may be a permanent part of our lives now. We can’t keep postponing our lives until Mike feels better or until the cancer is over… that may never happen. We have to do as much as we can now, everyday. At the end at least I can look back and say that I did everything I could, and if I can do that then I think I won’t have any regrets, no matter the outcome of Mike’s treatment. This pregnancy keeps us staying positive and gives us something happy to think about and look forward to. Mike is so excited about being a dad he can hardly stand it.

Watching and feeling my body go through these pregnancy changes has been amazing and overwhelming. I’m constantly amazed at my body’s ability not only to grow this little person from nothing, with me not needing to do much other than try not to poison it (goodbye, alcohol and sushi!). It’s such a stark contrast to my husband, whose body has to fight every second of every day just to keep his one life going. It’s been a humbling experience and I can only imagine it will be more profound as the pregnancy progresses. But we are looking forward to Oct 14th (my current due date) when we can meet our lil’ peanut!

Cancer: Again

Been a long time since I’ve updated and I’m sure no one reads this but me, but even so it’s good for me to write it all down. When we last left Mike’s cancer story, he was recovering from surgery and radiation therapy administered after doctors found another tumor on his back. This was his second cancer diagnosis. Doctors determined the cancer was a radiation-induced sarcoma; basically, his cancer was caused by the radiation treatment he had received for his synovial sarcoma diagnosis back in 2001-2002. It’s extremely rare, although becoming more common as cancer survivors live longer lives after surviving cancer. Here is a great article about it.

In September 2014 we went to City of Hope for a checkup with Michael’s doctors. At that time they did MRI scans and saw something in his spleen but decided to monitor it for the time being. Otherwise they were very happy with his progress. Michael and I were doing very well. In July 2014 we sold our catering company and Mike continued on as the executive chef. The new parent company took over all administrative duties, thereby dissolving my position and my involvement in the company (which I am very happy for).

On December 2, 2014 we returned to City of Hope for his 3 month checkup. Scans revealed the “something” in his spleen had grown significantly in size. Biopsy was ordered for December 15, 2014 and we received results in early Jan 2015: it was cancerous. Unfortunately, the biopsy results were inconclusive as to the type of cancer it was. It could be a re occurrence of the synovial sarcoma he had in 2001, unlikely as it is extremely rare for a re occurrence of that cancer to appear in an organ. It could be a metastatic cancer spread from his diagnosis in 2013. Or it could be a third, completely new type of cancer.

As the spleen is not an organ vital to living, the decision was made for Mike to undergo laparoscopic surgery to have his spleen removed and then from there to decide whether further treatment would be required. Unfortunately, during his pre-surgery scans four additional lesions were discovered in his liver. Surgery was postponed and Michael began chemotherapy treatment to hopefully eliminate the lesions in his liver (as well as any other tumors not detected by scans) and reduce the size of the tumor in his spleen. Without treatment, Mike was given 3-4 months to live and treatment was given a 30-40% success rate.

Michael began chemotherapy on January 26, 2015. It is a once a week outpatient treatment with a 3 week cycle. On day 1, he receives gemcitabine. On day 8, he returns to hospital and receives a dose of gemcitabine followed by a dose of taxotere. On day 9 he receives a Neulasta shot to help support his immune system and help his body produce white blood cells. On day 14 he has a checkup with doctors (no chemo) and then the process starts again the next week.

The first treatment Mike received caused him to have an allergic reaction and he broke out in hives. We administered steroids, which caused steroid acne, and he recovered. After his second treatment he almost lost the entire use of his legs. He could not walk without assistance for 3-4 days. He also began experiencing tingling in his hands. By the third treatment he was losing a lot of hair, we ended up shaving his whole head (beard and hair).

When we arrived at the hospital for his fourth treatment on February 23, doctors noticed his back was very swollen and some open sores had yellow pus. Turns out Mike had developed an infection around the hardware on his back from his surgery in 2013. He was immediately admitted into the hospital and chemotherapy was put on hold. That Thursday Mike underwent surgery on his back (yet again) so doctors could correct the infection and chemotherapy could continue. It was determined that after receiving radiation treatment in the Spring of 2014, the muscle and skin the plastic surgeons had placed over the hardware had deteriorated so much that the bolts in Mike’s spine were puncturing the skin.

2015-02-26 08.26.13-1 Michael was very excited about this surgery, he had been complaining to his doctors for months that the bolts on his back were very uncomfortable and he was looking forward to the problem being corrected and being more comfortable in the future. Doctors cleaned out the infection, drilled his bolts a further 12-15mm into his spine to prevent further protrusion, and a new muscle flap was placed over the hardware. Doctors expected to need to do another skin flap or skin graft over the site as irradiated skin does not typically heal up again, but Mike’s skin reacted well enough that neither of these procedures were necessary. Surgery was just 8 hours long and Mike was in the hospital for 10 days, longer than anticipated but he had problems with pain management and fevers.

Once Mike returned home we had to continue administering antibiotics intravenously every 8 hours for 30 days (these were cefepime and cubicin). Luckily, since Mike had a portacath installed for chemotherapy, nurses could install an access needle with a short line. All we had to do was push the antibiotics in with a syringe.

Recovery was not all smooth sailing, unfortunately. When we went home his back was leaking a lot of fluid from a portion of his incision that had come open. Doctors installed a catheter with a bulb drain and stitched up the incision. Eventually Mike was draining over 400ML a day and doctors determined it was likely spinal fluid leaking, which caused Michael terrible headaches and nausea. Since so much work had just been done around his spine, it was likely a small tear formed in his spinal membrane which was leaking spinal fluid. The drain was (blessedly) removed and Michael began to feel much better. Our bodies produce more spinal fluid everyday so once it stopped draining, Mike’s body could catch up. Doctors were concerned a seroma would form, which could run the risk of becoming infected again but there is not much that can be done to prevent it.

Finally, on March 26th Michael was given the OK to start chemotherapy again! He has completed one cycle so far. We expect to continue for at least 3-4 months or until scans show no lesions in Mike’s liver. The tumor on his spleen was quite large so I am expecting he will undergo a splenectomy once doctors finish chemotherapy treatment. Mike is ready to get this chapter behind him as we have something big to get ready for… (to be continued)